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2015-08-29 09:33 pm

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2015-08-29 09:12 pm
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Kay Engel (24)
German police officer. Easygoing and fun-loving. Switch. I like to go running, dancing, and relax. Schwul. I will cuddle and date with women, but only sleep with men.
       


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2015-08-29 09:01 pm

kay engel; concrit + contact

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If you have any feedback about how I play Kay Engel from the movie Freier Fall (Free Fall), please leave me a comment here.

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2015-08-29 12:47 pm
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Kay Engel | polizist
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Muse Strength

Kay Engel.

Fall in Love
By Phantogram

love, it was enough to recognize
to see, i was the reason you feel sick inside

fall in me
i'll let you bleed
cause you were falling, i'm sorry, ah baby
cause you were falling, i'm sorry, ah

love, it cut a hole into your eyes
you couldn't see you were the car i crashed
now you're burning alive

fall in me
i'll let you bleed
cause you were falling, i'm sorry, ah baby
cause you were falling, i'm sorry, ah

babe, the night has swallowed my soul
could it be that i fell apart, it shows
the lines on my face ate away my smile
could it be that i fell apart

fall in me
i'll let you bleed
cause you were falling, i'm sorry, ah baby
cause you were falling, i'm sorry, ah

fall in me
i'll let you bleed
cause you were falling, i'm sorry, ah baby

fall in me
cause you were falling, i'm sorry

Figure 8
By Ellie Goulding

breathe your smoke into my lungs
in the back of a car with you i stare into the sun
still not too old to die young
but lovers hold on to everything
and lovers hold on to anything

i chase your love around a figure 8
i need you more than i can take
you promise forever and a day
and then you take it all away
and then you take it all away

place a kiss on my cheekbone
when you vanish me i'm buried in the snow
but something tells me i'm not alone
but lovers hold on to everything
and lovers hold on to anything

i chase your love around a figure 8
i need you more than i can take
you promise forever and a day
and then you take it all away
and then you take it all away

so lovers hold on to everything
and lovers hold on to anything
so lovers hold on to everything
and lovers hold on to anything

i chase your love around a figure 8
i need you more than i can take
you promise forever and a day
and then you take it all away
and then you take it all away

Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner
By Fall Out Boy

drink down your gin and kerosene
come spit on bridges with me
just to keep us warm
light a match to leave me be
light a match to leave me be

i keep my jealousy close
cause its all mine
and if you say this makes you happy
then i'm not the only one lying

keep quiet
nothing comes as easy as you
can i lay in your bed all day
i'll be your best kept secret
and your biggest mistake
the hand behind this pen relives a failure every day

i keep my jealousy close
cause its all mine
and if you say this makes you happy
then i'm not the only one lying

drink down your gin and kerosene
come spit on bridges with me
just to keep us warm
light a match to leave me be
light a match to leave me be

keep quiet
nothing comes as easy as you
can i lay in your bed all day
i'll be your best kept secret
and your biggest mistake
the hand behind this pen relives a failure every day

so wear me like a locket around your throat
i'll weigh you down, i'll watch you choke
you look so good in blue
you look so good in blue

so wear me like a locket around your throat
i'll weigh you down, i'll watch you choke
you look so good in blue
you look so good in blue

keep quiet
nothing comes as easy as you
can i lay in your bed all day
i'll be your best kept secret
and your biggest mistake
the hand behind this pen relives a failure every day

Dead Air
By Chvrches

i will never believe what they say
there is no strength in enduring
they never speak for themselves
we are disappearing

you will be all that i seek
in a twisted lie
i would live inside you
words will be all that i keep
in an open space
they would live inside you

we hold onto an idea and we fight what we can't see
we just hold onto an idea, we'll keep going till we can heal
we'll keep going until we can't hear
dead air

we are, we are
we are all just dead air

this is a call to your arms
to take on mind over matter
replacing fist over fist
we are disappearing

you will be all that i seek
in a twisted lie
i would live inside you
words will be all that i keep
in an open space
they would live inside you

we hold onto an idea and we fight what we can't see
we just hold onto an idea, we'll keep going till we can heal
we'll keep going until we can't hear
dead air

we are, we are
we are all just dead air

This Love (Will Be Your Downfall)
By Ellie Goulding

who are we to be emotional?
who are we to play with hearts and throw away it all?
oh who are we to turn each other's heads?
who are we to find ourselves in other people's beds?

oh i don't like the way i never listen to myself
i feel like i'm on fire, i'm too shy to cry for help
oh i don't think you know me much at all

this love is be and end all
this love will be your downfall
this love is be and end all
this love will be your downfall

i'm feeling down about this love

who are you to make me feel so good?
who are we to tell ourselves that we're misunderstood?
oh, who am I to say I'm always yours?
who am I to choose the boy that everyone adores?
oh, I don't see a reason why we can't just be apart
we're falling on each other like we're always in the dark
oh, I don't think you know me much at all, at all

this love is be and end all
this love will be your downfall
this love is be and end all
this love will be your downfall
this love is be and end all
this love will be your downfall
(at all)

Mr. Brightside
By The Killers

i'm coming out of my cage
and i'm doing just fine
gotta gotta be down
because i want it all
it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this?
it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
now I’m falling asleep
and she’s calling a cab
while he’s having a smoke
and she’s taking a drag
now they’re going to bed
and my stomach is sick
and it’s all in my head
but she’s touching his chest
now, he takes off her dress
now, letting me go

and i just can’t look - it's killing me and taking control jealousy, turning saints into the sea turning through sick lullabies choking on your alibis but it’s just the price i pay destiny is calling me open up my eager eyes cause i’m mr. brightside

i'm coming out of my cage
and i'm doing just fine
gotta gotta be down
because i want it all
it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this?
it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
now I’m falling asleep
and she’s calling a cab
while he’s having a smoke
and she’s taking a drag
now they’re going to bed
and my stomach is sick
and it’s all in my head
but she’s touching his chest
now, he takes off her dress
now, letting me go

cause i just can’t look - it's killing me
and taking control
jealousy, turning saints into the sea
turning through sick lullabies
choking on your alibis
but it’s just the price i pay
destiny is calling me
open up my eager eyes
cause i’m mr. brightside

i never...
i never...
i never...
i never...

Habits (Stay High)
By Tove Lo

i eat my dinner in my bathtub
then i go to sex clubs
watching freaky people gettin' it on
it doesn't make me nervous
if anything i'm restless
yeah, i've been around and i've seen it all

i get home, i got the munchies
binge on all my Twinkies
throw up in the tub
then i go to sleep
and i drank up all my money
dazed and kinda lonely

you're gone and i gotta stay
high all the time
to keep you off my mind
ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
high all the time
to keep you off my mind
ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
spend my days locked in a haze
trying to forget you babe
i fall back down
gotta stay high all my life
to forget i'm missing you
ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

pick up daddies at the playground
how i spend my day time
loosen up the frown,
make them feel alive
oh, make it fast and greasy
i'm numb and way too easy

you're gone and i gotta stay
high all the time
to keep you off my mind
ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
high all the time
to keep you off my mind
ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
spend my days locked in a haze
trying to forget you babe
i fall back down
gotta stay high all my life
ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

staying in my play pretend
where the fun ain't got no end
ooh
can't go home alone again
need someone to numb the pain
ooh

where the fun ain't got no end
ooh
can't go home alone again
need someone to numb the pain

you're gone and i gotta stay
high all the time
to keep you off my mind
ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
high all the time
to keep you off my mind
ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
spend my days locked in a haze
trying to forget you babe
i fall back down
gotta stay high all my life
to forget I'm missing you
ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

Attracting Flies
By Alunageorge

hold on now, i'm choking
give me a second to collect myself
you must be joking
otherwise I'm laughing to myself

why you here again
hold on a minute, let me check this out
your invitation's a fake
must be from a ticket tout

hear you out, you hear me out
i hear you shout, i'm not stepping out
i hear you out, you hear me out
i hear you shout, i'm not stepping out

little grey fairy tales
and little white lies
everything you exhale is attracting flies

and you can go off the rails
and you can cry your eyes out
but everything you exhale is attracting flies

please stay, it's your moment
i'll give you all the listening that you need
don't be a showman
who needs the drama
who said you had to bleed

i'm excited
come on, surprise me, sweep me off my feet
oh, enlight me
what is this special thing 'bout you i need

i hear you out, you hear me out
i hear you shout, i'm not stepping out
i hear you out, you hear me out
i hear you shout, i'm not stepping out

little grey fairy tales
and little white lies
everything you exhale is attracting flies

and you can go off the rails
and you can cry your eyes out
but everything you exhale is attracting flies

how'd you think it felt when you stuck the knife in
you know my heart died and you had me aching
how about a piece of your own medicine
now you're outside there tryna get in

b-a-b-y would I care if you want me
b-a-b-y would i care if you don't
b-a-b-y would i care if you need me
b-a-b-y would i care if you don't

little grey fairy tales
and little white lies
everything you exhale is attracting flies

and you can go off the rails
and you can cry your eyes out
but everything you exhale is attracting flies

Take Me to Church
By Hozier

my lover's got humour
she's the giggle at a funeral
knows everybody's disapproval
i should've worshipped her sooner

if the heavens ever did speak
she's the last true mouthpiece
every Sunday's getting more bleak
a fresh poison each week

we were born sick, you heard them say it

my church offers no absolutes
he tells me worship in the bedroom
the only heaven i'll be sent to
is when i'm alone with you

i was born sick
but i love it
command me to be well
amen, amen, amen

take me to church
i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
i'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
offer me that deathless death
good god, let me give you my life

if I'm a pagan of the good times
my lover's the sunlight
to keep the Goddess on my side
she demands a sacrifice

drain the whole sea
get something shiny
something meaty for the main course
that's a fine-looking high horse
what you got in the stable?
we've a lot of starving faithful

that looks tasty
that looks plenty
this is hungry work

take me to church
i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
i'll tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife
offer me my deathless death
good god, let me give you my life

no masters or kings
when the ritual begins
there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin

in the madness and soil of that sad earthly scene
only then i am human
only then i am clean
ooh oh, amen, amen, amen

take me to church
i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
i'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
offer me that deathless death
good god, let me give you my life

TRACK LIST
Fall in Love | Phantogram
Figure 8 | Ellie Goulding
Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner (Acoustic) | Fall Out Boy
Dead Air | Chvrches
This Love | Ellie Goulding
Mr. Brightside | The Killers
Habits (Stay High) | Tove Lo
Attracting Flies | Alunageorge
Take Me to Church | Hozier


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2015-08-27 10:28 pm

kay engel; eudio application

PLAYER INFORMATION

NAME: coffee
AGE: 18+
CONTACT: [plurk.com profile] brewmegently
CHARACTERS PLAYED: Jake Muller (Resident Evil), Neil Mackay (X Company)


CHARACTER INFORMATION

NAME: Kay Engel
CANON: Freier Fall (movie)
AGE: not specified, but likely late 20s
CANON POINT: End of movie, after he's disappeared from Marc's life.

BACKGROUND: Freier Fall @ Wikipedia
INCENTIVE/FIT:
Incentive: Kay will initially ask for a solution to the problem he has at home - he will want a way for him and Marc to be together without hurting Bettina or the baby much. A way that he can have Marc and Marc can still have his family, without feelings of betrayal or hurt. He will want a way to be happy and normal with Marc, so Marc can feel free to choose him as (Kay likes to think) he wants.

I'm hoping it's okay for him to enter Eudio with this incentive in mind, and then to realize over time that being with Marc is not what he really wants. He needs someone who will choose him without an easy way out, if he's to have anyone at all. After this realization, he will likely change his incentive to a request for LGBTQ equality and acceptance in society.

Fit: While Kay is feeling quite burned on the romantic front at the end of the movie, and most likely more than a little hesitant about touch due to the beatings he's sustained, he's well fit to the setting. He's an affectionate person who expresses himself through touch more than words, and enjoys touching others, and even if he's gay, he'll have no issues cuddling with women platonically. While he might be slightly hesitant at first, with anyone who's not obviously interested in men right off the bat, he'll quickly mellow out, and once he does, he's comfortable initiating contact with people he likes. Finally, he's comfortable going to clubs and drinking or doing drugs, so he'll be amenable to trying aphrodisiacs and joining the entertainment scenes in Eudio.

SAMPLES:

TDM thread | TDM Overflow thread | Bakerstreet action thread

ANYTHING ELSE?